I created a new possibility for myself and my life, 'The possibility of being fulfilled and accepting.'
From the Cambridge International Dictionary:
fulfilled: feeling happy because you are getting everything that you want from life
accepting: from the verb accept (APPROVE), to consider someone or something as satisfactory
It's a powerful possibility. To get it, I inquired into a hole which appears from time to time as the foundation of my relationships: my relationships with my parents and with my brother, my relationships with my friends, my relationships with my business associates, my relationships with society and with the world as a whole at large and with my universe.
It's an innocent enough hole. It's a human enough hole. But it's a hole nonetheless. It's not the kind of hole that leads somewhere. It's not the kind of hole you plant something in. It's the kind of hole that wants to be filled.
The hole I'm referring to is the hole of unexamined need born of absence of fulfillment, the cost of being incomplete.
The trouble with such a hole as the foundation of a relationship is this: pretty soon the relationship fills the hole, at which point the relationship itself has paradoxically undermined its own foundation. If I were a city planner with any measure of experience, I wouldn't build critical structures on top of a seismic fault. Like that, I won't build relationships on top of a hole.
Everything traditional I've ever learned about relationships tells me to look the other way, tells me to not interfere with the traditional model of relationship, the model in which you complete me and I complete you, the model in which you fill my needs and I fill yours. That paradigm as the foundation of a relationship, is deadly - for two reasons:
1. The reason outlined above: pretty soon the relationship fills the hole, at which point the relationship itself has paradoxically undermined its own foundation;
2. it leaves the responsibility for your fulfillment with me, and the responsibility for my fulfillment with you, a situation clearly untenable and doomed from the outset to fail.
Implicit in the second reason is also its total and complete inauthenticity: you're not responsible for being fulfilled in relationship with me, and I'm not responsible for being fulfilled in relationship with you.
Living with such inauthenticity carries an awful price tag. In relationship, it almost totally assures you're not fully present, not fun to be with, not generous, and not compassionate. In relationship, it also almost totally assures I'm not fully present, not fun to be with, not generous, and not compassionate. How can either of us be "the one" for the other when we're both waiting for and even dependent on the other being "the one" for us?
When this trap and its cost became patently clear to me, I created a new possibility for myself and my life. The possibility of being fulfilled and accepting.
Fulfilled, I'm whole and complete even - prior to - coming into relationship with you. I'm not waiting for you to complete me. I'm not waiting for you to fulfill me. I'm responsible for being fulfilled in relationship with you. I'm not ceding my responsibility to you for my fulfillment. When I come into relationship with you, I'm already fulfilled. I'm not expecting you to complete me or to fulfill me. I've already done that.
Accepting, I allow you to be. You may be fulfilled if you choose to be, or not - it's alright with me. Accepting you, you're free to be with me however you be. I allow you to be responsible for your completion. I accept your choice in the matter.
Our relationship thrives on this foundation of being fulfilled and accepting. Given by this possibility, our relationship won't undermine its own foundation. I love this new possibility...!!!
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